Getting caught up

I just started my running blog so let me get you caught up.
5-21-09 I find out from a friend of my boyfriend that my boyfriend has decided we will never work out and is seeing someone new. I have a panic attack.
5-22-09 I basically force boyfriend to call to tell me the things I already knew. I have been crying all day and sick.
5-23-09 cry all day...finally go for a 2 mile run to help release some stress....amazingly feel better after my run.
5-24-09 run 2 miles before church to help prepare for the day. make it thru church feeling ok cry most of the night.
5-25-09 I cant run today..because my shins hurt...must let my body rest and recover....it is memorial day and I am bored...go to my sisters and help with home remodeling project...cry a lot today
5-26-09 ran 2 miles tonight...made me feel a little better...cried at work today...prayed behind my sunglasses to God for comfort and healing
5-27-09 pretty much the same as 5-26
5-28-09 morning run of 2 miles....finally had a decent day...felt pretty good compared to the last several days.
5-29-09 ran in the am 2 miles....felt great! heavy fog with the sun shining bright thru reflecting off the water droplets made it look like their were diamonds floating in the air. on my 2nd mile the sun cast my shadow directly in front of me and I was amazed at the figure it cast. beautiful curvy legs, gorgeous hips a tiny waist tiny arms, really a perfect figure! I am going to use this as my mirror for my figure instead of my mirror :) my self esteem is up! had a great day at work...strongest day yet...and then i got home....my mom called.. told her about breakup...then cried the rest of the night...my great friend Lexis called and we exchanged woes until the final hours of the day.
5-30-09 woke up and went for a 3 mile run....my first one in almost a year! felt pretty good actually and I was impressed with how well I did. ran some errands in Springfield and thought to myself...I feel like myself again today! I feel alive again! Went out to my sisters and spent the rest of the day helping with the home remodel project...I am exhausted.

You are now up to date...I will blog again soon!